how deep is your love ?

yes, i'm a loser .
because i'm afraid to stake my heart again. i give up .
i already decide it.
i'm out of this love things.
i cant handle it anymore, because YOU trapped in my mind *always.
that's all just make me more worried about insignificant things.
this all, is more complicated because i ever met YOU.
i know who YOU are ? i know the risk. and i can't take it.
eventhough i never know YOU, i never met YOU, i never like YOU. *like it's different with love.
maybe isn't hard like this. maybe just like the last. i can forget it.
and now i regret why i still hoping with YOU.
i never be so aggressive like this before, because i try to keep YOU.
but, look like there is no headway no progress after all.
i'm afraid will hurt again.
maybe yes i'm just to CONFIDENT at all.
" if man want it, he will make it possible " - he's just not that into you
ya, but no sign you will make it what i dream it possible.
i'm afraid.i'm a loser.i give up.