f.r.i.e.n.d.s

today hang out again with tasya .

hahaha, anyway get some quarell with jea :( .
hmm, tired day but its fun .
today go to purii mall againn, sometime i think im lucky have friends like u all :)
u all its know how to make me laugh again .

ahahhaha, today play NX again .
haihh, so tired but remember grace its just about the process .
haiya, today get something precious .

u know friends its precious things .

no one friend want to look they friends get hurt or something that can make pain .
they just want the best to u .

just see in the the other side, of people dont just see in they habbits .

if u can see in another way, they have a uniq side every people .
common , see your enemy dont just think about they habbit they have a positive side too .

same like u no one perfect .
u need to accept they habbits , and u will see an uniqe side of your friends try it .

sometime if u have some quarell with your friends,
maybe they not meant to do that to u .

or your friends have a strong reason do that to u .
dont blame it to the other . introspecsi your self .
common, dont be selfish .

dont just thinking about tyourself .
u need thinking about the other, not just u live in want this and that .

we all want !
cause we happy look u happy , so we take your way :)


msgs today :
friends just want to make their friends happy, so sometime we all do something bad to make u realize your mistake. we just want the best for u . we all yours friends,we all will always beside u, no one of we want to leave u . just now we do this all to make u be a better people . Trust me the trully friends its not every time in the same side with u , sometime we didnt have a same way cause we want The best for u . we all loved u friends :)

20 - 08 - 09 , 8:14:50

today early in the morning i wake up :)
i thinking today it was wednesday ,
ckckc, i think im to much thinking this few day .

hahaha, until can be like that ,

so i get out from my bed and lay in the sofa and watching tv ,

until 7.30 haha then take a bath and drying my hair .
today i go to school just to take a part in the student council meeting .

ahaha, u know the big 'day' its this monday hahah im cant mind it .

so much thing i need to do as a secretary in this event .

tired but make me fun :)
so, after that i meet tasya in backyard , she's in extraculiculer .

she's talent at basket ahha im proud it .
and after that go to tasya apart waiting her take a bath ,

than go to the mall , watching film
im watched " the proposal " it was a great film !!!
aahha, but if u didnt like a romantic film u will didnt like that xP

but i think orphan better than g.i joe ahhaha

i more like orphan than g.i joe :))
so, after watched film .

we go to some played station and play theree .

mm, do u know DDR ?

hahah, DDR its dance dance revolution mm, i think its a famous game in here :)
ahhaha, in the first i see that game i'm not interested in that .

its look like just a kindengarten game ,

ahaah, but today i try it with tasya !!
i think i didnt like that cause i cant play that .

ahahhaha, i try with tasya then i think i can :))

ahhahah, tasya can she's good at that game .
all so far. u know i think im never win in every game .

ahhaha, i didnt know its a unlucky me or i think its true !

so, in the real no one that u cant get it, its all about the process ~
anyway i think im just to selfish , never want to lose .

so, u didnt know until u try it :))


what i get today :
hahah, thats all just about the process , u will get everything if patient to wait it.

if u never try , so u will never know what the result :)

independent day :D

Independent day Competition :.

.:this is my tumpeng rice:.

u know in the 14 day it was special day here in my school we celebrate our independent day more fast than the other :))

it was many competition, but i take a part in cooking compttion :D
ya, i take that commpettin cause the time, its the first compttion start .

( i take it cause i need to take a sliding ball commttion but im not the player im the judge ! xP )
so, we decide one day befo

re the 'day' .
and u know we go to swalayan, after back school we still use uniform .

aahahah , what so fun !

in the morning after the ceremony word from the headmaster i run

as i can go to in the 1st floor to meet my friends there.

i see, brandon, gaby,verena and michele was there they just take out the vegetables from the plasctic .

hahah, i help them take out a

nd then start to make it .

we decide to bring all the food its already cooked .

haha, i and all my friends take some 45 mnt to make it be like that ,

i make it so serious lol
ahahhaha, then u know we win !!

we win but not the 1st hahah we the 3rd
but its okay we still winn . 9c still

winn :))
hahahahhaha, u know if i look at th

at picture it was so delicious !!
and in after my teacher judge the food .

we eat it , together !!
and u know the taste its more delicious than the pcture lol ;p

-this is me with my tumpeng rice-

hahhaha, i think i find my new hobby "cooked" :)

18 - 08 - 09 , 8:57:45

anyway i wannaa tell about today !
im so happy today , ahaha ( but nothing happened to me ) im just happy no reason :)
oh yeah, in the morning im wake and touch my face u feels some like so smooth
hahah, my face goin smooth .

and im not wake late . enough la, wake in 6.00 take a bath until 6.15 then get some breakfast then 6.30 go to school .

ahahahha :P .

so, in school not so boring its ok but today im so quiet , not to much talk with the other until vero come to my desk and says she can ! hahahh she can go with me at december hahah

so, i just need to plan what im goin to do in s'pore .

cant mind it cant mind !

hahahha :) , today daesy didnt go to school she says have fever and some stomachache,
wow its so fast , yesterday i'd still meet her but today she's sick ( hope u will get better daesy )
hahahha :)

mm, u know im sure about my lucky necklace , i think that really a lucky necklace u know , in my history life .

i will lost my important things in just 2 weeks but if i remembered this month its the third !

ahahhaha :) , i've ever lost it but that necklace always come back to me .

hhaa, after school i go back late , cause my mom late pick up me .
to wait her i play basketball with tasya in the warm evening like tht,

but i enjoyed it , it was fun ! hahah

actually . im not to much like basket ball .

ahahha, but today i enjoyed it more than ussualy :)

so, until my mom come and called me to go back .

so, i back than get some sleep so tired :)
at 4.45 goin to my english course ,,

i enjoyed it too ..

back to the love :
i think in my age now , we just need to take this love just like a game . didnt need cry cause its just a game :) , if u failed in this one game dont cry find another game ! dont be so serious cause its just hurting yourself, trust me just take as a game :D

b.m

sometime i get some like in so so bad mood.
not something happened to me just i think im in bad mood ..
u know i think its more happened to female than to male .
its up and down .
haih haih haih .
i just like already doin something bad .
i know thats its childish but i can sure tell u that i didnt like that .
u know i have feel to .
and i dont want to always admit .
i have my own decision , dont give coment please .
i have my life !
and u its a part i know u its important to me but can u more know me .
i dont like to be a loser .
sometime i want to win too
can u understand that, maybe when i write this my emotion its cant control
but trust me what i write in here its true that all its true !
im sorry if u didnt like what i say what i do but can u more respect me .
more a little bit more this is a friendship so can u tell me what u feel and i will tell u what i feel i think sometime my mom says its true .
i think being so close with someone its not good .
its some risk :
1. if she or he leave u u will feel like something its less in your life .
2. u know sometime being so close its make we comfort do something that we never thinking what the consequence when we did it , cause we think we close to them and doin something bad to them .

i think that 2 reason its can u proove it .
so we back to yesterday and the day before yesterday .
today its indonesia birthday so 'happy birthday Indonesia'
so, today just spent my time to hang out with my friends .
but its not going like what i thinking .
so different , im enough !
i mad to them if they wanna joke , can please not about me .
sometime i think im the ' problem ' like being so childish but u know please .
can u understand me more !
mmmm, i think enough for today ~

'hope tmr will be a better day'

LOVE :)

so, what u think about l.o.v.e ?
love sometime its blind ( i think its true )
love its can mean 2 different meaning .

- happy :P
u will feel happy when u get the right person the person that can give youe everything what u want to do, give time for u give surprise always thinking of u ? true right feel like u needed by love. hahaha, take and give its was love u take and u give it back just that when u feel that love . just being love in the way u are ~ its was everything 'the way u are' its enough .

- pain

so how about if someone u like didnt like u or someone u like prefer with another girl. no one girl perfect, or u cant say u love him cause some reason its was meaning of love too . its was the side of love in the different ways . trust me its was so sad and hurting .

i think no one boys that call playboy in this world , they just find the best of the best . they choose they look and that think what he want . i think if someone love me someday i will asked why u like me ? im not rich ? im not clever ? and not beutiful? what u think interested in me ?
and that boy need some strong reason to possible answer it .

ahahha, i dont need some hard reason to find my dream boy
its just can accept me the way i am . u no need to rich no need to handsome .
just loved me the way i am . its enough for me .
i will wait that boy, cause i didnt want to find it .
i trust that my destiny will give the best way for me .
cause find that boy just hurting yourself .

its so lucky when u loved someone that loved u too .
so keep it near u :) cause u need it :))

5.33 pm

today wait for my result , my keyboard result oh god please please :)
get me to graduate !!!
huaaaa ,
im worried im worried ><
so, we talk about tomorrow ~
tommorow its the 1 day before the 'day'

so, i think will be go back late, do everything tml .

hahah, today in the first started day will think something bad will happend .
i guess i guess but no one bad happened to me .
i think sometime feel its can wrong ~
aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh myy weighttttttttttt 48
noooooooooooooooooooooooo ~
what will i dooo ~
mmmmmmmmmmmm, i need to diet diet
diet quickly `
its will remember me about my child timeee ~

so so so fat ~
uhh, god its was embraasseed me .

fortunately, i have god mom :)) ( i love u mom :D )
and can back to the normal weight ~
bad bad bad , what i think its never wrong .

i get 67 in history ,
what a bad score but thanks to god im not in remedial way ~
huhhhhhh , hope will get betterr more beterr not better its MUST .
huhh, why my score get down so deep like that ?
huh , ....

ahh, need to take a bath to then get my result .

pray pray ahhh, good luck for me :)
bye, take care :))

today :)

today go to my english course like ussualy ,
but just already now i feel that im comfort there in the new place :)
i think i will go bored there never talk .
hahhaa :)
so, this few hours i just thinking about i never thinking ?
what high school i will choose ?
so, i think i still attend in notre dame
im just comfort, no need to make an imege an posisition respecting there

and full of ly old friends hahhah

like wanna turn the time and wanna go to that time
so, i just already realize that im just 14 but now im in junior high sch .

are its so young ?
ya maybe :)
hahahha i will graduate my high school in 18 years old
i think im a young graduate :)
ahahahahhahahha like a perfect started
so, i supposed to think about my final exam
final exam final exam final exam
u know im just attend not more than just some 6 month againnn
wowwww ~
so, maybe i need to not to often online, and bblogging maybe
but, uhhh i hope so that my final exam its not disapointed me
if i do what i need to do .

everyday just study study and study
but its more fun cause i study with my friends :)
so, i think its not get boring .

so good night , and bye :)

i dont wanna miss a thing :D

could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

4.55 pm

hahha :)
nothing hapeenedd today just more tired than ussualy i back to school .

u know about issue this 6 month ago . its about end of the world in the 2012
do u belived it ?
someone says that can prove what he said .

some like bad happend will get in 2012 .

but its still MAYBE no will change what god says .
god can handle all that he want to do with us .
hahahha ~
seems like my whole friends belived it .
oh ya i gett soo busyy cause my school wanna get 20 years annivversary day wow ~
its was a fantastic ~
ahhahahha :))
so many sports cup will be get .

hahhaha :) . get ussualy student life againn `
miss it so much , home work , teacher scream , a freak class .
ahahha i think my head get some wrong i miss school !!!
if i didnt wrong its will be om 24 august .

hohoohoo `

e.n.o.u.g.h

so i flashback to my past life ~
ever i do some bad things ? (yes a lot)
ever i think to make some one in trouble cause me ? ( ya ever )
i dont know just now im like stuck into this bored routine ~
student council . english course . keyboard course .
and i want to take some mandarin course .
am i not lucky ? i have anything that i want now.
best friends. perfect score . good family . good posisition .
so, why i still fell that i dont want this all ?
sometime i think about my future ?
are bright future its can be take just to be nice people ?
im bored . im tired . i cant take this anymore ~
i think this few day i think to much ~
im tired to be nice people ? cause i still can find my happy way ?
can i be some bad girl just for one day ?
no i cant cause just to make one's false its can broke all that i build .
my study . my friend .
is it that i will be alone when i do bad things ?
as it somebody tell me ?
but can i take my fredom ?
can i reach my happy way ?
i have dream . a perfect dream .
can i get it ?
are that dream its just can be dream in my mind ?
as it its was so imposible ?
so, if its was impossible ? why now im still work hard for my future ?
no medicine will heal me again . i think im in stress out.
im stuck !
can anyone just get me out of this ?
so, what i need to do ?
still be like this ? like robot ?
im, feel better if my friend beside me but thats not make me comfort ?
i now , im lucky ?
but , ahh nothing nothing that i want to say it again ~
should i do this last way to make me comfort?
in the first time i think busying my life its will make my life better .
but its just make all this more worst .
i work hard , yes i am .
but why i cant still enough ?
me , i need to do something that can make and change my mood .

i think ..
i need some refreshing .
its enough ? uhhhh ...
so. this is what i think today .
hope get better soon .

time to be crazyy ~

hahahha, tomorrow i almost cry cause my art book is lost .
but u know. i found my book at home, ahahahha ~

in sch i tell to my friend that i borrow that book :) sooryy friend maybe i have SMT
(Short memory term )
hahahahha ...
today no special day just a liitlee shocking something happendd ~
hahahah, i think u will prefer never to contact me againn `

hahahhaahha, better betterr noww :))
oh yaa, after take some proposal to pelita sch hahaha .
we (i tasya jea) go to eaatt some bakmie ~
hahahhahaha :)
so mannyy mannyy chili, until i get stomache ~
ahhahahahhahah :))
after that a little bit talking with evan and daruu.
then go back to jeaaa houssee , (my third housee) ahhaha
then there tasyaaaa been craaazzzyy thereee .
we laugh laugh and laugh .
i dont know why ? but if i always been in tasya side .
i alwaysss LAUGHHH hahahahhahaha :))
im happy today happy happy happy :))
hahahhahahah, like ahh canntt mind itt singaporeee .

ahahahhahahahahaa :))
so then i loved u my frienddss :))
hahah :D

time to be crazyy ~