im single and very happy :D

hahhahaa .
tapi emang ni lagu keren abiss , emang kenapa musti dibawa bete .
kita kan masii punya temen temen gillaaa yang ada sama kita .
just make it easy man !!
hahhaha :D
punya keluarga yang selalu dukung kitaaa .
apapun keputusan kitaa !!!
hahahahhahaahhaahhahaha .
emang gua percaya a half of my heart will come with happy condition .
hahhahaha .
enggak perlu ditangisinn ahahahahahahha .
dunia ini bukan cowo doang isinnya .
common girls, ahaaahhah :D
kita msi punya mimpi yang masii harus kita sampein .
harus kita wujudin ,
hahhahahahhahahahaaaa :D
pokoknya jangan takut jomblo dehh .
im single and very happy :D
gua siih jujur emang belom bisa happy ,
tapii just you can make your own world guys !!
elo yang nentuin apa bakal jadiinya eloo ,
makannya kita kan masii panjang jalannya jadii engakk bole gegabahh ,
ahahahhahah :D
common girls buka mata lu .
masi banyak yang perlu kita urusin sebagai cewe !!
bikin hidup lu indah !!
gua tau memang nyoba im single and very happy tuh susa .
tapi lu juga harus nyoba , gua juga lagi dalem masa trying kok .
ookokok ;D
hhahahahahha .
bikin dunia lu indah okok !!
lagipula kalo dah jodoh enggak bakal kemanaa !!
hahahhahahahahhahahah :D

tears is the problem !

iaia gua tau emang siihhh .
bisa dibilang gua menyelesaikan semua masaala dengan tangisannn .
hmmhmmm .
gua tau gua tau .
ia siihhh emang uda enngak pantes, sebenernnya kalo mau jujur
gua juga enngak pengen nangis mulu ,
dikit dikit nangis dikit dikit nangis .
iaiaa , gua kerasa kok kalo kalian semua udah cape sama gua yang nangis mulu .
iaia gua tau gua kelas 2 smp enggak pantes .
iaia, tapi what can i do to stop this tears ??
hahahahahaha ,
gua lagiii mencari cara mengahdapii kendala sindrom tangis inii .
ada yang bisa bantu gua ,
haihaii yang ada disana kalo ad yang bisa bantu gua , kasii komen iia .
hahahhaa :D
iaia, gua kelemahan gua emang banyak banget
- gua seriing keceplosan
- gua gampang banget nangis
- gua munafik (gua rasa kalo yang ini smua orang juga kok )
dan sekarang gua mencarii orang yang bisa menyembuhkan semua iniii .
dont say cuma lu grace yang bisa nyembuhin semua ini dari diri lu sendiri .
ok jangan bilang gua enngak perna nyoba untuk menyembuhkan masala gua ini
gua udah coba man !!
tapiii gua emang enngak bisa entah apa yang gua lakukan tapii
semua yang gua lakukan cuma siasia
sia sia enngak ada satu pun yang bisa gua lakukan untuk
nyembuhinnn iniiii .
please good help mmee !!
kalo ada yang punya ide kasi tau gua iia
hahhahaaha .
im waiting for your ideas ok !
hahahhaha :)

i dont want to be suspected !!!

emang gua tau dalam masala ini emang gua yang salah .
sorii ia laa udah keceplosan asli gua enggak maksud gtu .
emang emang , tapi kenapa dalam semua msala selalu gua yang slahhhhh ,
emang gua enngak bisa cape .
hey yeah you guys !
are you never make a trouble .
dont look like you are the piecest man in world .
common why ?
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
why always me be a suspected ???
hhmmmm .
maybe its cause i always make me in a condition like this .
make me at in suspected condition .
maybe this condition help me to be not more childish .
hahahhahahaha .
evry trouble in my life i hope i can finished with smile and no more tears .
ciaaaaaaaayooooooooooo !!!!!
hahahhahahahahhahaah :D

destiny .

yeah guys are u believe destiny ?
if u want something and that can't be your mine .
its causes destiny says u dont need that .
if u do something and u lose ,
its causes destiny think more good for u to lose .
if u happy
if u sad
if u laugh
if u cry
if u fell this pain and tears run down you face .
its causes destiny give him assignment to make all that happen in your life .
but if u can see in your future u lose the precious person in your life .
can u just see it and let it flow destiny say yes ?
can u ????
but if u wanna change that ?
what can you do to change that ??
maybe just god can change that .
maybe god know your life is can more happy without him .
but u as human .
can u accept this ?
me ?
i just can cry and see what happened next in my life ,
maybe i can forget .
after i forget i hope i can see this moment .
to be a precious moment, in the time u can give the precious thing and let it flow .
i hope i can do this way and forget that .
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
i will BELIVE MY DESTINY .

i be like this since i know u :D

gua enngak ngertii iia teryata orang jatuh cinta itu bisa bikin orang jadii gilaaaa .
sumpa seja gua kenal dia rasanya gua pengen nambahiin umur gua supaya gua bisa idup lebih panjang lagiii .
supayan seengakknya gua bisa ketemu dia ato mungkin gua munafik gua mau lebih darii ituu !
gua mauuu !!! gua mau gua bisa jadii miliknya ato .
can u stop make me be like this ???
i dont know what in your heart ?
but if you just to play trick with me . i just say please stop it !!!
please stop it cause if u continoue its can make me more love you !!
i try to forget u !!
but your friend always say " yeah grace he's loves u "
but u ? u not do like u ever love me :(
you know im confuse about all this prob .
this all prob ,
maybe its the last way .
to forget u for a moment and see this prob in far away .
maybe this way can make u know .
how's deep i like u :)
you know its hard to see in your heart ??
ohhh gosh ! please help me to try forget him !

ttg mreka .

kadang gua merasa senneng banget saat semua orang inget tentang gua apapun yang gua lakukan .
tapi gimana rasannya saat seseorang yang bener bener lu arepin mengucapkan sesuatu malah diem seribu kata .
rasannya cuma mau matii aja .
kayak lu udah gk ada gunannya idup .
orang terpenting dalam hidup lu cuma ngeliat lu dan diem sribu kata .
walaupun lu da berusaha untuk mencari perhatian dia .
tapi dia masi diem seribu kata,
trus gimana perasaan lu ketika lu yakin sahabat yang selama ini lu rasa deket ma elu .
ternyata dia tidak mengenal lu seperti yg lu kira ?
dan gimana jika semua yg lu gk mau terjadii ternyata terjadii ,
gimana rasannya ketika semua orang lupa sesaat ttg keberadaan lu .
seolah olah lu gk perna ada .
dan lu ada ato gk ada ternyata enggak ada artinya buat mreka .
seperti lu gk perna melakukan apa" dalam hidup mreka ?
sepertinya semua orang sudah menghapus lu dari kehidupan mreka ??
karena seolah olah mereka semua meyalahkan lu atas smua yg sudah terjadi .
ini disaat gua merasa gua sendiri dalam kehidupan gua .
disaat lu mrasa lu gk punya arti spesial buat mreka ,
padahal lu udah berusaha membrikan semua yang terbaik buat mreka,
tapii ternyata mreka cuma menganggap itu semua cuma angiin lalu .
angin yang tidak membuat mreka sadar akan keberadaan kitaa .
dan gimana ternyata mreka dalam kalimat diatas adaala org penting dalam hidup lu .
mungkin gua baru sadar kalo gua butuh perhatiian .
apa mungkin gua yang munafik ttg itu selama ini .
mungkin semua akan berlalu .
yeah i hope .
saat" kayk gini gk akan terulang lagii .
karena saat" kayak gini yg bisa ngebuat seseorang , berusaha mencepatkan diri bertemu TUHAN .




xoxo , someone who fell lonely :(

i know im crazy i love you !! but i still love you :D

i know all its my false .
im fallin in love with u ,
but i just trick my self if i say im not love you .
i know maybe i cant meet u again .
but why im still give u a hope ?
maybe thats name LOVE .
u know honestly i love you more than i love my self !!
i know this is crazy !
cause we never met face to face .
i know but you're different you know !
you're different !
i just fell that !
u know how much time i spend my time to thinking of you ?
i love you !!!!!!
im gone crazy if i thinking of you !
maybe this miracle of time .
and now ..
maybe i just can wait .
wait time can make i see u again .
and one u must to know I LOVE YOU !
i miss u !




xoxo. (For u C.S.T )

i miss him . am i wrong ?

i know all its my false .
falling in love with him, i know !
but this fell can't gone, i'd still try to see another boy .
try to open my heart to another boy .
but its hard, not easy .
i try to make me love with him
but its like destroyed my self .
i just count my day if i still try to love him .
you know my heart is just can open by you .
you,you,you ?
why just you in my head now ?
i know you have her beside you .
but i still hoping you to be mine .
i know i can'nt be yours .
but can you give me more hope ?
your hope can help me to start my new life :)
but in my new life you always in the first in my heart .
i'd still love you, whatever you do to me
you're precious to meee .
im sorry if me its just disturb your life .
but one you need know !!
i love you forever .
you're my boy .



for someone ouside there :(

kenyataan hatii :((

losing friends

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time feel like a years when i'm alone, doing my activities without her .
nothing special in my day :(
no ever big laughing again .
i know i'm full of weakness, but what can i do ?
to change this conditions ??
you know friends,
my heart is crying when you tell me i'm not important people again in your life .
when you go with your new friend and ignore me, its destroyed my heart .
like i never be your friend, like you never know me .
i dont know how to change this conditions like old time ?
in time, i go anywhere with you, share my stupid actions and laughing with you .
you bring me a smile and spirit to continue my life again .
i will do anything for you, if that can change this time like old time .
i will give you a billion sorry , to make you know how much i need you know !!
please tell me friend, what can i do to make you accept my sorry ?

harii biasaaa aja .

corat coret 2 .

TIME .

something i cant understand
spinning around and never stop
bring us smile and tears .
if i have a magic skill to stop and start the time :)
i will reround the time and erase all of pain in this world .
to bring the a big SMILE .
but i'm just an ordinary girl and full of weakness .
maybe god know waht bad and good for us
he bring a tears to make us strong like rock .
he bring all of pain to make us responsible into our life .
yeah, world he give us a world to live :D
about all of this just one i know ,
time is never stop, it's causes use your time to do what you want to do .
causes time it's never back .
heheh baguss iia .
tapi kayaknya banyak yang sala de b. ingrissnya .
hheheh :D

corat coret 1 .

what's does friends means for you ?
friends for me is mean all :)
someone beside me in mad
someone protect me from bad thing .
someone bring me a big smile for a new day .
world like spinning around more fast if i with my friends .

but boy, boy can make me forget all my pain .
make me think for the future, give me a new experience and bring me a love .
love,love,love is all thing about him in my head .
but in the other side he can bring me the end of the world .
bring me more pain and crush my life .

but family is beside me all of time in my life ,
family is the one know all my weakness and family is the first i share my experience
i will happily ever after if i can share my time to my family , friend and him !!

ngerjaiin jea .

hahahhaaaaaa .
gua pikir harii ini lu gk masuk je, heheh jadii gua kerjainn de ,
pertmaanyya tuh ginii .
gua sms lu, trus gua missed call lu .
eh lu gk bales sms gua apa nelpon gua, sebenernya niat gua tuh tulus waktu siang tadii nelpon lo di sekola, eh mba lu bilang lu lagii makan .
yauda setan dalam diri gua uda bangkit de .
trus gua suru ceel nelpon lo, bilang dy bu fannyy .
hehehhehe .
trus semua kejadian deh .
hhehehehe.
sorii je ,, soriii hehhee .
emang aaagak kelewatan siii .
soriiii iiia
gua uda ngerjainn elo ,, sala satu surprise ni dari kita temen" lo.
hehehehehehehehe :D

semuannya uda selese :D

semuaannya masala gua .
semuannya selese satu persatu tinggal waktu aja .
hehehhe .
mungkin sekarang saatnya gua bilang I LOVE MY LIFE :D
sekarang setela semuannya selese gua merasa bahagiia banget .
tinggal ntar ini akhir minggu ini aja, gu melaksaanakan rencana gua.
tunggu aja deh rencana gua ini tanggal mainnya, pasti seru banget deh .
semuannya lancar kerjaan seksi konsumsi gua juga lancar walaupun cape sii tapii lancar kok .
lari" ke makro beli bahan buat jualan, eh lansung buru waktu ngambil makanan ke PURI di doner kebab tapi belom siap jadii nunggu dulu de .
hehehe :)
sambil nunggu gua melakukan sesuatu buat rencana gua .
hhahaha .
gua gk sabar nunggu ni akhir minggu pasti seru de ..
ya kan je !! heheheh :)
sorii juga iia uda buat lo stress, hehehe ;D .
hahaha pokoknya gua seneng idup gua deh .