i miss him . am i wrong ?

i know all its my false .
falling in love with him, i know !
but this fell can't gone, i'd still try to see another boy .
try to open my heart to another boy .
but its hard, not easy .
i try to make me love with him
but its like destroyed my self .
i just count my day if i still try to love him .
you know my heart is just can open by you .
you,you,you ?
why just you in my head now ?
i know you have her beside you .
but i still hoping you to be mine .
i know i can'nt be yours .
but can you give me more hope ?
your hope can help me to start my new life :)
but in my new life you always in the first in my heart .
i'd still love you, whatever you do to me
you're precious to meee .
im sorry if me its just disturb your life .
but one you need know !!
i love you forever .
you're my boy .



for someone ouside there :(

kenyataan hatii :((

losing friends

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time feel like a years when i'm alone, doing my activities without her .
nothing special in my day :(
no ever big laughing again .
i know i'm full of weakness, but what can i do ?
to change this conditions ??
you know friends,
my heart is crying when you tell me i'm not important people again in your life .
when you go with your new friend and ignore me, its destroyed my heart .
like i never be your friend, like you never know me .
i dont know how to change this conditions like old time ?
in time, i go anywhere with you, share my stupid actions and laughing with you .
you bring me a smile and spirit to continue my life again .
i will do anything for you, if that can change this time like old time .
i will give you a billion sorry , to make you know how much i need you know !!
please tell me friend, what can i do to make you accept my sorry ?

harii biasaaa aja .

corat coret 2 .

TIME .

something i cant understand
spinning around and never stop
bring us smile and tears .
if i have a magic skill to stop and start the time :)
i will reround the time and erase all of pain in this world .
to bring the a big SMILE .
but i'm just an ordinary girl and full of weakness .
maybe god know waht bad and good for us
he bring a tears to make us strong like rock .
he bring all of pain to make us responsible into our life .
yeah, world he give us a world to live :D
about all of this just one i know ,
time is never stop, it's causes use your time to do what you want to do .
causes time it's never back .
heheh baguss iia .
tapi kayaknya banyak yang sala de b. ingrissnya .
hheheh :D

corat coret 1 .

what's does friends means for you ?
friends for me is mean all :)
someone beside me in mad
someone protect me from bad thing .
someone bring me a big smile for a new day .
world like spinning around more fast if i with my friends .

but boy, boy can make me forget all my pain .
make me think for the future, give me a new experience and bring me a love .
love,love,love is all thing about him in my head .
but in the other side he can bring me the end of the world .
bring me more pain and crush my life .

but family is beside me all of time in my life ,
family is the one know all my weakness and family is the first i share my experience
i will happily ever after if i can share my time to my family , friend and him !!

ngerjaiin jea .

hahahhaaaaaa .
gua pikir harii ini lu gk masuk je, heheh jadii gua kerjainn de ,
pertmaanyya tuh ginii .
gua sms lu, trus gua missed call lu .
eh lu gk bales sms gua apa nelpon gua, sebenernya niat gua tuh tulus waktu siang tadii nelpon lo di sekola, eh mba lu bilang lu lagii makan .
yauda setan dalam diri gua uda bangkit de .
trus gua suru ceel nelpon lo, bilang dy bu fannyy .
hehehhehe .
trus semua kejadian deh .
hhehehehe.
sorii je ,, soriii hehhee .
emang aaagak kelewatan siii .
soriiii iiia
gua uda ngerjainn elo ,, sala satu surprise ni dari kita temen" lo.
hehehehehehehehe :D

semuannya uda selese :D

semuaannya masala gua .
semuannya selese satu persatu tinggal waktu aja .
hehehhe .
mungkin sekarang saatnya gua bilang I LOVE MY LIFE :D
sekarang setela semuannya selese gua merasa bahagiia banget .
tinggal ntar ini akhir minggu ini aja, gu melaksaanakan rencana gua.
tunggu aja deh rencana gua ini tanggal mainnya, pasti seru banget deh .
semuannya lancar kerjaan seksi konsumsi gua juga lancar walaupun cape sii tapii lancar kok .
lari" ke makro beli bahan buat jualan, eh lansung buru waktu ngambil makanan ke PURI di doner kebab tapi belom siap jadii nunggu dulu de .
hehehe :)
sambil nunggu gua melakukan sesuatu buat rencana gua .
hhahaha .
gua gk sabar nunggu ni akhir minggu pasti seru de ..
ya kan je !! heheheh :)
sorii juga iia uda buat lo stress, hehehe ;D .
hahaha pokoknya gua seneng idup gua deh .