i still need u

i know thats all my false, but better be like this ..
better u with her, better i be like this if i just make mistake to u
disappeared , and not leave anything to u .
im lie if i didnt , broke my heart
better im broke my heart, if i just can make u confuse
ya im loser loser. i know im loser
but what can i do?
i trapped in the situation like this ?
i just can be a good friend in front of you. but i broke my own heart ,
broke , broke , broke again
but i think for what i be honest to u ?
i still cant do anything
if i say that i just dont mind if my nightmare come true ?
if u stay away from me ?
if u dont want to know me again ?
it was my nightmare i frigtened if i lose u
but in the end i still need to lose u :)

now this time i just hope to god that u can more more more better with her
" im not anyone since in the first time . im just to confident "
i think my decision now its was right perfect right
let u go its the perfect way two us
i know i still hope with u
but maybe this feel was wrong, maybe all its was just can be memories :)
i know, i more strong now its because u :))
just wanna say to u " im happy for u "



( hope u not forget my special day )