yesterday, 12-12-09

iyaa, hari selesai ujian ! yey HAHAHH
selesai ujiannn ke apart tasyaa dluuuuu, ngongkow" akaka
abis ituu jalan" ke puriiii ketawa" gk jelass hooho
truss ketemu eko, nonton dehh .
selese malemmmm, ckck hahahaa.
abis ituuu pulanggg badann guaaaaaa aa==" sakitt ! rada" angett dikit lahh`
moga" besok ke BANDARA bisa lebihh menghibur ! ahhahah (;

a.L ;
i cant being like this` if don't mean please don't do !
wait its the sucks things i've ever know !!
hopeless ..

what can i do ? - corrs

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

i'm tired fallin in love

nothing ~
cinta itu BUTAAAAAAA
ngomong ngomong butaa inget manda (Akakakaa)
anyway yaah im tired always been hurt and hurt
ahhhhhhh, such like tasya said ~
ohh, godddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd .
how can be like this ?!
like fell nothing .
tapii emang emang cinta itu grr :D
hahhaha, susa kalo lagii senneeng senenng bangett giliran sakit sedikit ajaa.
rasannya uda kayak DUNIA HANCUR .
hahhahaha, lebay yahh kadang kadang gua :P
nothing nothing lahh ,
mungkin gua cuma kecapeann belajarr jadii terlalu banyak mikir !
moga moga ulangan gua bagus bagus ! :D

new new things things ~

ahahhaha, natasyaa akiko Y. have her officialy blog
you can check this out! http://natasya-akiko-yukimachi.blogspot.com/
hahhahahaha, and about this things all singapore she's sooooooo excited ;)
i dont know why ? but she look very happy
and about many new things aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
exam exam examm T.T
im really really hatehatehate exam ..
i need to study for sunday exam godddddddddddddd.
ok its enough and for all lovers in world, dont be sad if you broken with someone special in your heart !!
you can find a new one ;)
HAHAHAX im readdy to study !!

love :)

anyway, cinta itu emang enngak bisa dipakasain .
cinta juga enngak boleh jadi pelarian, putus sama si A ehh takut kalah gengsi pacaran sama si B .
kalo cinta dimulai dari kasih sayang putusnya juga harus baebae .
kalo dulu bisa jadi temen kenapa sekarang enngak ?
we can to be friends !
emang cinta itu banyak berkorban kalo elo belom bisa ngalahin ego lo, mendingan gk usa pacaran !
itu cuma ngebuat orang yang jadi pasangan elo sakit ati !
cinta itu berbagi , cinta itu jujur
cinta itu ngebagi apapun yang kita dapet, kita alamin
cinta itu jujur, cinta suka elo apa adanya !
emang cinta itu enngak selalu bahagia, pasti ada saat saat kritis dimana kita bimbang
but if you really loved her\him. why not you pretend it until end ??
cuma baru ketauan guru aja putus ? itu namanya cinta ??
baruu dibilangin cowo lo jelek aja langsung diputusin ?
gengsi itu enngak selamannya exist !!
yang selamanya exist itu jujur !!
kalo emang udah enngak suka dari awal just say it .
gk perlu enngak enak " an .
dari pada itu orang mengira elo ngasih harapan ke dia, its more so hurt !
kalo sayang enngak gampang ngomong kata putus !
kata kata putus itu enngak bole terucap segampang ituuu .
kalo emng gampang mau bilang putus ya gk usah jadian lah sekalian !!
dkit" putus dikit" putus , what you think girl ?
kalo emang elo gk suka apa yang dia lakuin ato sesuatu gampang kan lo tinggal ngomong!
and ladies !! cowo enngak cuma satu didunia , its a milion boy there !!!
dan kalo emang uda enngak bisa dipertahanin we can say it walaupun tetep sakit tapi kita bisa ngomong secara baik baik !
enngak langsung putus sebelah tangan, enggak kasih kabar berhari hari .
its not a right way !!
dan enngak perlu nyakitin dia lebih dalem lagi .
just say you cant be together again .
anyway, ternyata gua juga baru sadar enngak ada cowo yang enngak ngeliat fisik seseorang cewe .
ya emang enngak bisa dipungkirin sii kalo emang yang pertama kali dliat itu fisik !
but i still wait that "boy" who didnt see someone as a physic come to me !!
i trust masih ada cowo kek gitu di dunia ini !
dan bagi yang lagi sakit hati, we need to wake up !
maybe god mean something about what we have passed it !! ;)

JAVA trip !! ;D part 1

i forget tell about my java trip there was a BIG fun !! HAHAH
yaa, i went there with zsazsa without my parents because my dad sick ;(
in the first, friday evening i go to zsa" house then have a night there
then, in theee morniingg so early morning i went to TEGAL ! ahahha
just 5 hours by car ~
i arrived there in 11.30 hahah
then arrived to hotel take rest in a few hour ;D
after that get lunch - sate kambing ! HAHHA
and then get a party in the night !!
AHHAHAHA ;D

i feel sick and disapointed ;(

yes of course im jealous ~
but its still normal, they my friends and they do like that to me .
but god fair i have good friends now .
natasya akiko yukimachi . gabriela gracia . verena tanzil
both of them make me happy everytime :)
anyway my body now so weak, too easy get sick or headache .
wake earlier in the morning, hahhaha and go to school .
same like another day not different so-so laa .
and then got english course,
i just realize that FAMILY its mean all than anything .
just they that the last place we can go when a whole world judge us !
just they that we can shared anything without thinking twice !
ya just they and my beloved friends ♥
that make my day brighter and brighter day to day ;)
yaaaaaaa, i hope i will not sick laa.
i dont want to sick this time !
i want to get a good score in my exam to make my dad proud of me ~
yaa, about math again i need to hard work .
anyway i accept in SHS notre dame :)
and i very sure want to spend my teenager life there with tasya !
i hope tomorrow will be better than today ! ;)